the maddgurl's worldd

2008-11-09T22:37:00.002+08:00

hi people ;D
so sian at home.
ytd wnt mom's shop as usual.
i want laptop and hamster!!!
this aftnoon wnt expo. saw a fair there abt pets.
to kill boredom, i feel like having a pet.
thinking of having a dog at first..
but i don't think i can stand them. hahas ;D
so.. thought of having a hamster.
it's small and easy to take care. *hope so =x
i ask mom whethere i can hav one 2years ago..
she don't let. hope this time she let ;D
I want a laptop!! dont knw why. just few like having a laptop...

聖誕老公公你要幫我帶禮物哦！
我可是乖寶寶 ;D

2008-11-07T23:51:00.003+08:00

hi people ;D
as you knw, i'm sick.
stay at home everyday.
actually wanna go work today but mom don't let.
stupid med that made me feel drowning keep me sleeping whole day. = =
change blogskin again ;D
just nothing to do.

2008-11-04T15:56:00.003+08:00

didnt go for band again.
sick. = =
haiz.
so bored at home. But no energy to walk. = =
going to hav my pay!! hahas ;D
$84 neh~ so happy. ;D
mom's birthday also coming. still don't knw what to give her.

just came back. wnt see doc.
hmmm.. i won't be going to school on thur also.

2008-11-03T00:24:00.003+08:00

All of a sudden, i felt so lost.
standing in the middle of nowhere..
trying to figure out which road i should take.

2008-10-31T15:01:00.000+08:00

hi people ;D
didnt go band today.
shuyi & I both sick. = =
she got fever then i had flu and cough.
sms-ed seeying ytd thn wnt to hav dinner with mom at 10plus.

``guest, so what if i'm short? why should you even care. = = stupid nameless fcuker.``

2008-10-30T14:39:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings ;D
ytd night watch 'taking lives' with mom then hit myself on shelf behind me accidentally. = =
so stupid right. hahas ;D hurts man!

had band this mornin'. so cold lar.
YeJin wnt back so today onli got me and See Ying.
was praised by Mr Neo on tue but kena scold quite badly today.
he's mad! hahas =)
anyway. wnt tiong with shuyi after band.
buy sweet talk then go walk around. so bored.
bought new note book! mine was Snoppy and shuyi's was SD doll.
chat with her as i walked home.
weather was HOT. = =
so hungry.
maid not at home.
wait for her come back then tell her i wanna eat thn wnt to sleep. zzz
just woke up. >-<
she cook sth not really nice so i didnt eat it. she wnt cook again.
it's really not nice okay. mom was vegetarian and she bought some fake hams home ytd.
my maid cook fried rice and add it in. ewww. =(

tomorrow still hav band. prac so hard at home but still kena scold. = =
not FAIR! hahas. actually not so hard but at least i did practise. =x

2008-10-29T10:17:00.001+08:00

going crazy. = =

cant really explain what happened yesterday but it suck.

anyway, going mom's shop ltr.

bye ;D

2008-10-28T21:28:00.000+08:00

mom calling Ms Chong.
why? she's gonna to complain abt the time table for band. = =
cant stand her.
an hour ago, guardian called me. shouting at me why i didnt call them this afternoon( for some reason i had to call). i did called but mom didnt answered. my fault izzit? why don't you think i didnt call you? i'm like dame tired after the band pract. cant you just understand? 8hrs okay. i'm not like doing nothing there. pissed off. = =

2008-10-28T18:06:00.002+08:00

ytd wnt mom's office.
i hate her! totally! she suck.
cant she just understand?
always thinks that i'm finding excuess to my mistake.
i didnt even did ANYTHING wrong okay.
shouting was all you did ytd.
tried dame hard to stand with it but i cant.
in the end.. i cried.
i think i hav not been crying because of you for like 3 years!
and now you make me cry with your nosenses!
Disappointed at me huh?
bullshit! i don't even knw what i did to make you disappointed!

today had 8hrs band prac. it's dame tiring lar.
eat KFC for lunch but still hungry after that.
throat is dame painful. T-T

2008-10-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

pissed off. = =
trying to put 我就是這樣 as my blog song but cant find.
anyway, i'm so in love with this song! it's by 刘力扬.
since i cant put it as my song here, i shall hav it's lyrics here ;D
Write it and you'll find it amazing! ILOVEIT!
besides this.. i still hav to work tomorrow at mom's office. = =
spoiled my mood. hahas =)
actually begged her this morning for me to stay at home today.
she force me to go tomorrow. T-T
okay. so here is the lyrics for 我就是这样

我就是这样
我就是这样天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏我的风格是限量
摊开的手掌柔软又刚强
(十指纤长指尖藏着一鼓力量)
安静的目光温柔却也狂放
(眼神明亮有好多话想对你讲)
我独特的模样是全新的信仰
我就是这样天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏我的风格是限量
Rap(Feat.Tank)
你不会躲在不长不短的裙摆
耍无赖太依赖都不符合你的心态
乖乖早过了时代怪怪才有人青睐
不需要表态让大家慢慢猜
既古代又现代爱HIP HOP也爱李白
是女孩像男孩这次出场注定精彩
我嗅到英雄神采我瞄到美人姿态
多变的节拍接下来该是你跩
诗人的滥觞刻板的印象
(没有文字足以介绍你的出场)
你爱晒太阳我赏我的月亮
(井水河水各自徜徉各的海洋)
想发出一道光让世间不平凡
我就是这样天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏我的风格是限量
温柔倔强勇敢都是我
我拥有太多不同基因
安静吵闹沉默都是我
分钟不同的颜色
我就是这样天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏我的风格是限量
我就是这样天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏我的风格是限量

2008-10-25T12:53:00.000+08:00

ytd stay at mom's office till 2plus.
came home then sleep at 3plus.

this mornin' wake up after mom gone for work.
she's simply too noisy. =x
still need to go work at 2plus till 8pm. T-T

photos~~

2008-10-23T14:01:00.003+08:00

last day of school ;D
had lots lots of FUN!

mornin'...
watch kungfu Panda then wnt for 1hr recess. hahas ;D
had our result & sweets fr teachers ;D
actually got orange & strawberry but i change both to coke.
ate one of them then wnt take photo with Ms Ser.
found out that the blackie didnt steal my phone. =x
sorry blackie ;D
took class photo too =)
realised my coke lollipop was change back to orange. = =
i give it to Daii after that. hahas ;D
intend to go tiong with Lapat but wnt home after that. carry too many things le.
after sleeping for like 30plus min.
someone came to say hello to me!
guess who???!
it's darren! ( the one i want him to be my kor. )
so shock lar.
he NEVER talk to me before lor.
as in.. talk to me FIRST!
hahas.
dame hyper and cant sleep after that. hahas ;D
i think i m insane. =x
his hair style is much nicer now. compared to the one look abit like da bian. =x
we got the same phone too =)
same colour also. hahas.
sms-ed shuyi then chat awhile..
when getting down the bus.
i fall down fr the upper deck to the downstairs. = =
hurts!
walk home with the heavy files and a stupid dictionary. = =

2008-10-22T17:15:00.001+08:00

freak out.
stupid P.E day. = =
didnt bring P.E attire so just sit there & wait.
dame hot lar. no wind AT ALL!!! = =
after recess wnt for F&N and P.E talks.
after school going home then saw this little blackie with his handphone.
It's the same as the one that i lost. AND,, i think it was MINE!
this fcuker took my phone lar.
i spent like 200 plus for that phone!
The 2GB memory, screen protector& stff!
Blackie,If You Steal People's thing, go & sell it or whatever but NEVER use it in infront of that person! feel like kicking yr ass. = =
because of him.. i throw all my temper at shuyi who wnt library with me.
It's the second last day of school and it's not really good if i tell ms chong yea?
should just let her enjoy the last day with us.
BUT! it's really not fair to me.
so confused now. =(

2008-10-21T20:22:00.002+08:00

didnt go online ytd.
wnt mom's office..
mornin' wnt work. = =
$3.50 per hour. hahas ;D
wnt home abt 11plus.

today didnt wnt skool. =x
work at mom's place then wnt home at 3plus.

做不到就别说..
你不是万能的...

`` All i want is YOU.

2008-10-19T21:40:00.002+08:00

hi people ;D
wake up at 1plus..
wnt shower then wnt eat at 3plus.
internet connection slow like shit lar.

tomorrow still need to go mom's office. = =
go there also didnt do anything lor. she just want me there. =>=

thinkinqq what shuld i ask from him...
hmmm... =-=#

2008-10-18T10:27:00.000+08:00

still hav to go work. = =
waiting for the ppl to come house and take photo then can go.
haiz. now watchinq 柯南 ;D
my favourite~

2008-10-17T22:07:00.001+08:00

friday again ;D
today is the NE day.
dame lame lar.
sit on the floor whole day long.. = =

ChenWei,Elvina,Jewel,Shuyi & me won the 3rd for the song writing.
hahas ;D
the prize dame ^%)$-..
it's a small and ugly notebook. = =

tomorrow think don't need go work so..
maybe go mom's office bah. ^^

A1s

2008-10-16T15:05:00.002+08:00

people ;D
got all my result today nia.
math & Chinese A1. ;D
others all okay okay lar.
so happy that i didnt fail any subject.
called mom tell her the great news. hahas ;D

mornin'...
took 196 then saw this very cute guy sittin' infront of me. he smell the same as the soap i used. the baby one. hahas ;D cant imagine he use that. hahas ;D

slack slack slack as always. i found the name of the weird weird teacher ytd le. his name is Mr Oo. hahas.

never endiinqq...

2008-10-15T21:05:00.001+08:00

hi people ;D
get back some of my results today.
so happy that i didnt fail my English.
geo was okay.
math& Chinese obviously okay. hahas ;D
others still don't knw.
slack the whole day.
nothing to do lar.
lesson..
chat with WeeYang then sleep..
play play with shuyi they all.
Benedict hit Aye's head with basketball sia!
opps. Aye so ke lian. This is like the 2nd time le. First time was by Arvin.
hahas =x

Find this current blogskin during DigitalArt.
Arvin wnt shuting ppl's com. Shuyi was like damn mad then go push him.
hahas =)
nothing to do during geo.Ms Ray nt here,so, there comes weird teacher.He tried to kick the door open but almost fall. I think i'm the only one who saw it,cos i help him open the door after that. hahas ;D

after skool wnt eat Chocolate pillow & GreenTea.
hav band till 6.
Mr Neo nt here so slack lor.
Me, Ashley& YeJin wnt out and slack.
Band tee was dame freaking big for me. & it's dame thick lar.
tomorrow we having performance. ^^
it will be &@$_(@$ so..
bear with it. hahas =)

today is Zeyou's birthday so...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! =)

SAMUEL LEE!!
get yr money ready for me wor! i got A1s~~~
hahas =)

IC

2008-10-14T20:00:00.002+08:00

wnt to make IC this mornin'..
so.. didnt go band.
wnt mom office after that.
freakin' bored lar.
haiz.
guardian still don't want bring me home.
internet connection so slow.

2moro got to go skool. = =
i don't want D;

without you.. i feel as thought something is missing from my life.. x
i'll miss you, i PROMISE.

好好要走了

2008-10-13T16:27:00.004+08:00

啊~~~ 我不想活了啦！
我家亲爱哒浩浩要走了！
所以...现在就在这里给她写封信吧！

浩：
跟你做了5年的死党..
虽然每次作弄你..
讲一下话讽刺你..
可是我真的是为你好嘛!
你走了后...
我会觉得生活少了东西..
每天骂你已经是我的每日必须了..
你不在了..
谁陪我玩?
谁送我怪怪的生日礼物?
谁可以在我生气的时候让我打?
谁可以呢?
亲爱哒!
我超爱你的! 以后一定要加油!
跟你说哦..
你的生日礼物我已经买好了.
现在怎么办?
回去后..
记得要把坏习惯戒掉!
知道吗?

............................................................................

morninqq..

wnt school give the yellow paper.

then wnt meet shuyi to cut hair.

.........................................................................

12.10...

wnt Lot1 then buy jacket & a Tee.

went to eat bistro. ^^

exam over le~~

2008-10-10T13:51:00.002+08:00

yeahh!!! exam finally over le ;D
had my math paper today.
paper1 quite easy.
paper2 okay lar.
but no time finish all qns.
hiaz.
monday still need to skool pass the Declaration form to Ms Chong.
tuesday no skool~~~ yeah yeah yeah!!! ;D

雖然考完試了但我還是有一點秀逗~所以就在將就一下吧 ;D

second last paper ;D

2008-10-09T13:55:00.002+08:00

hi people ;D
tomorrow is my last paper!!!
yeahh~~~~~
finally. hahas ;D
ytd study until 2am this morninqq.. T-T
this morninqq wake up dame tired.
sleep in the bus for like so long.
go school then sleep again.
tot science paper would be dame difficult but it wasnt.
sleep for 15min plus..
went eat then had my second paper (Homec).
it's like hopeless lar.
so many stuff to memorize lor.
paper was like.. 1h15min..
i finish it in 20min then went to sleep le.
hahas ;D

after school didnt wnt tionqq..
i went home. so guaii right?
hahas ;D

我的愛只能過讓你一個人獨自擁有、我的靈和魂魄不停守候在你的心門口....//

geo

2008-10-08T12:38:00.003+08:00

hi people ;D
this morninqq dame funni.
saw sam's didi,meimei& mum.
then the didi go tell his mom that i m his gf. = =
hahas ;D
then his mom was like.. keep lookinqq at me.
hahas.

today had my geo paper.
sleep for abt 30min plus..
paper okay okay. think wont fail lar.
hehe =x

AfterSchool...
went tiong with yi..
eat KFC!! yummy~~
saw my thomas didi. ^^
went More than Words to take some photo of the toys.

I want all THESE!!!!!

2moro science && Homec..
die le lar.
all don't knw how to do leh.
till now still no mood study.. = =

sick le lar

2008-10-07T12:50:00.002+08:00

i hate EOY!!!!
still got 4 more papers.. T-T
but now i sick..
ytd night got fever. T-T
now coughinqq.. haiz

today had my lit paper.
sleep for abt 30 min..
2moro geo.
die le lar. havent revise. =x

nothinqq much. bye ;D

= =

2008-10-06T14:43:00.002+08:00

今天考歷史...
我的天啊！！
有可能會Fail誒！！
怎么辦！！

after exam..
went tiong with shuyi & pat ;D
buy sweet talk then go walk around...
saw cozzen in more than words = =
anw. i sae a dame cute toy i wannna buy lar.
but no $$ T-T
is the domokun doll =)
look sth like this =) dame cute >.<

2moro lit. haiz. till now still havent study neh.
no mood lar~~~~~

2008-10-05T21:05:00.002+08:00

哟哟~
hunny~你知道我在想你嗎？
hunny~你知道我愛你嗎？
hunny~你知道我在說你嗎？
不懂？！
笨死了~豬頭！！！
可..這也不能怪你..
你就是笨嘛~
好吧~那你如果想知道..
就來問我吧~ ^^

哎喲喲~本人的更年期到了..!!!
因為考試嘛~
所以大家就將就一下！
10月10日后偶就好了啦 ;D

還有..
hunny~如果你看不懂...
那個..
我也沒辦法..
呵呵~~~

dyinqq

2008-10-05T15:05:00.002+08:00

2moro history exam le.
havent study yet.
no m0od!!! =0=
english sure fail de.
If others also fail how?
T-T
nothinqq to post le.

886 ;D

fading away

2008-10-03T14:55:00.002+08:00

hi people ;D
today dame bored.
haiz.
shuyi dame hyper lar. keep doinqq weird things. hahas =)

anyway..
met yanting today =)
took photo with her.
sit down there chit chat abit then went home.

some many stuff to revise but still got no mood. T-T

我們的愛..
因為時間..
慢慢淡化了..

camwhore

2008-10-01T19:41:00.002+08:00

came back fr tiong..
took some photo. hahas =)

01.oct

2008-10-01T11:49:00.002+08:00

so bored!!
next week exam le.
but i still got no mood to study. T-T

ytd night...
mum came back abt 2 plus..
disturb me.. = =
then i cant sleep...
so..
went walk here and there..
hahas =)

mornin'...
wake up at 11 plus..
mum went out at 11.20...

ltr...
going tiong buy stuff..
&& eat KFC i think. ^^

gone

2008-09-30T14:43:00.004+08:00

gone.
everythin' is gone now.
yea. you're right abt that.
我們本來就不應該遇到..
IF i didnt ask whether you is you..
IF i didnt came to singapore?!
IF i didnt study at rmps?!
IF... blah blah blah.
anyway..
idk what to say now.
seems like i m all wrong.. =x

mornin'..
sleep in bus.. zzz
so cold lar..
reach sch then kor call me..
took present from him.
i love the present but cant use it.
it's too big for me.
hahas =)
took a pic of it too =)

took a pic with michelle too =)
she gave me a soft toy. i hang it on my bag =)

this is my umbrella & shuyi one =)

shuyi,benedict & my math test.same marks =)

29.9!!!

2008-09-29T15:46:00.005+08:00

hi people ;D
today is my birthday!!!
muhahhas~ ^^

mornin'...
sleep in bus.. zzz
almost reach school then shuyi msg me..
ask me wait for her at canteen..
wait then benedict brought me up.
shuyi suddenly jumped out fr.. nowhere?!
hahas =)
JunTai play guitar then shuyi plus abit of benedict sing me birthday song =)
so touch lar!
hahas=)
they bought me a pillow =)

haoren bought me a... this? (below)

chinese...
i saw a moth i think. i took a pic of it.. = =

thats all for today =)
thanks YanTing,WanRong,WeeYang,Sam,CrystalGoh,YuanYuan & dearest Dehui who sms me ytd nite at 12 =)
i love you all =)
muackz muackz =)

now i knw what you truly thinkin' of..
I m such a FOOL.. yea?

Photos

2008-09-28T21:43:00.004+08:00

sushi Tei food are nice =)
onli took some.. =x
The fried squid i think. hahas =)

This is dame nice dessert =) Chocolate Wafer

28.9`

2008-09-28T17:40:00.002+08:00

so hyper now =)
tomorrow is my birthday!!!
hahas =)

morin'...
Instead of tomorrow..
went to eat sushi Tei just now at vivo =)
bought a jacket and black kuzi for birthday =)
a grey FBT too =)
took some photos but my com laggy..
so.. maybe upload 2moro =)

nth much to blog. bye =)

27.sep

2008-09-27T19:29:00.003+08:00

2 more days to my birthday =)
goinqq to eat sushi at vivo after school with mum & guardian.

morninq...
woke up at 11 plus..
dame tired lar..
went mummy shop after that...
bought screen protector after that.
help till 2plus then went home..

afternoon..
feel abit sick..
went to sleep for awhile...
watch some movies..

thats all for today =)
& i don't think i'm going to delete my blog le.
cos.. MY TAGBOARD IS ALIVE AGAIN.
hahas =)

You knw i need you but you just walk away.

2008-09-26T21:15:00.002+08:00

mornin'...
wet again..
this time it's worst..
dame cold lar.
change to Michelle's jacket after that..
so..
i onli wear her jacket and my FBT without my shoe to take the exam.. = =
dame weird lar.

Exam-inqq..
paper 1 was okay..
but paper2...
sure fail.. =x
it's FATE!!!
i wont pass de lar.!! =0=

after school...
wait for 196...
so many ppl..
everyone look at me like so weird like that..
think becuz i didnt wear uniform inside.
hahas =)

i just made a theme for myself =)
so nice!!
hahas =)

anyway..
so photo for today =)
This was when i was in Taiwan =)

Look at his hands. hahas =)

The Snowy Cookies =)

刪掉？

2008-09-25T16:29:00.002+08:00

Hi people ;D
today had my HCL paper 1 & 2...
paper 1 abt an hour..
sleep for 30plus min...
paper 2... fr 10.40 to 12.45..
finish at 11.10 then went to sleep.. = =
too tired. =x

ytd...
study chinese and watch 一枝梅 =)
dame nice lar!

feel like delete this blog..
should I ?
nobody come here also.. = =
my tagboard like onli hav Hetao taggin'..
hhahas =)

2moro...
english paper 1&2..
die le lar. T-T
idk whether can pass anot..
think will fail..
my comprehension suck.

Next Monday...
my birthday!!! hahas =)
don't think can celebrate..
no ppl remember my birthday also. =(
Dehui,ily =) you like the onli old friends that can remember my birthday.
i don't mind you not givin' me present but at least you can remember my birthday =)
愛愛 =)

痛死了

2008-09-22T20:04:00.003+08:00

死Marcus弟說我英文不好！
那以後我就不寫英文的咯！
哼！╭(╯^╰)╮

mornin'...
跟阿呆一組做餅乾..
爲了shape那個餅乾...
我還特地跟人家借誒！
結果..
老師說我的不可以弄形狀= =
討厭死了...

phy...
都不懂他在說什麽..
一直念念念..
煩死了..
最後就亂來一通~
哈哈~
english...
slack lor..
還能做什麽... = =
Bio..
Mr Prathap 沒有來...
所以又slack 了2堂課...

after skool...
去做英文的re-test..
我及格了~~
哈哈~ ^^
然後跟淑怡去Tiong買手機吊飾..
看到xiongx2弟~
哈哈~~~
回家的時候想買Snicker但...
都沒賣了.. =0=
討厭！我的寶貝！！~~~

你們看不懂也不能怪我~~
因為沒辦法啊~
哈哈！~~

imy...
get it?

覺悟

2008-09-21T17:45:00.002+08:00

某年某月某日的今天...
我才發現..
原來..
我..
什麽都不是..

才發現..
原來..
我早已被世界忽略了..

才發現..
原來..
這一切都是虛構...

防備的心..
在那一秒被融化了...

打開的潘多拉的盒子..
付出的代價..
原來..
我付不起..
但..
這一切..
太遲了...

早在那時..
就該把它推入那黑色河裡..
看著那美麗的盒子..
誰的心不會蠢蠢欲動呢?

這時的我..
已經..
被惡魔和黑暗吞沒了..

世間的人在取笑..
仿佛在說..
世界上怎么有那么愚昧的人啊.

那..
不就是我嘛?

放手..
原來不是我想的那么容易...
拋下..
原來不是我想的那么簡單...

慾望..
原來就是惡魔的化身...

無奈啊╯﹏╰

2008-09-21T15:38:00.004+08:00

無奈啊~~~ ╯﹏╰
現在沒有了補習老師...
考試...要咋辦啊！！
救命啊~~~~~

morin'...
wake up at 11plus..
intend to wake up at 10..
in the end..
i fell asleep again. =x
ask mom sign my paper..
nag for like 10min plus..
then i go watch tv..

10min l8r...
do english hw..
i want go out!!!
so sianz... = =

dumb dumb.. imy =)

誰說

2008-09-20T22:00:00.003+08:00

誰說

送我回家的路上

你沉默默不说话我努力讲

冷的笑话我想我明白了吧

你的冷漠会解答我们之间

都在逞强别说我还会遇到

更好的男孩别说还是朋友

太老派该分开

就分开谁说我没长大

谁说我不够坚强就算受了伤

也不会害怕有一天

幸福再造访

谁说我放不下

谁说不能去原谅

虽然有时候

还是会想他对的人

却在另个方向

我好想這樣...

但...

你的影子...

一直在我的腦海中徘徊..

"fever"

2008-09-20T14:45:00.003+08:00

FEVER FEVER FEVER FEVER!!
i hate fever!!
havin' fever now.. = =
so sick lar..

mornin'...
actually hav tution at 11am then
she change it to 10.30 ytd..
then msg me at 2am say wan earlier..
wtf..
anyway...
my mom fired her.
so..
die lar!!!
no tuition now lor!!
exam how?
my guardian say depends on my own fate. T-T

just now...
watch movie and rest..
so hungry..
maid havent come back..
nothin' to eat... = =

you are dumb dumb!!!

bushuang

2008-09-19T21:45:00.002+08:00

today dame bu shuang..
i fail like 2 subject?!
english and phy.
sucks lar.
phy onli fail by a mark.
then suddenly that geo teacher came in and ask us to stay back and do the test.
it's her fault didnt give us ytd lor. = =
then after school still need to stay for eng re-test which is postponed to moday le.
i hate this okay!
i'm like failing all sub lar!
onli math like 21/25...

change blogskin le =)
just nth to do..
having tuition like everyday.. = =
going siao le lor.

bought some files with shuyi after school..
just now chat with that Jiren.. = =
pissed off by him..
it's a fact that we cant talk.
cos he dun even understand.. = =

YOU ARE JUST NOT THERE!!!!

朋友

2008-09-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

咩叫朋友呀??
一個普通朋友從未看過你哭泣，一個真正朋友雙肩讓你的淚水濕盡；
一個普通朋友不知道你父母的姓氏，一個真正朋友有他們的電話在通訊錄上；
一個普通朋友會帶葡萄酒參加你的派對，一個真正朋友會早點來幫你準備並且為你打掃而晚點走；
一個普通朋友討厭你在他睡了後打來，一個真正朋友會問為什麼現在才打來；
一個普通朋友在拜訪時像一個客人一樣，一個真正朋友會自己打開雪櫃自己拿東西；
一個普通朋友有吵架後就認為友誼已經結束，一個真正朋友明白你們還沒打過架就不叫真正的友誼；
一個普通朋友期待你永遠在他身邊陪他，一個真正朋友期望他永遠能陪在你身邊；
把這篇傳給你關心的人，如果有傳回給你，代表你已經找到真正朋友了~~~
一個球是一個圈子，沒有起始也沒有結束，他會把我們結合在一起，像一圈子的朋友。
但是留給你去看的秘密寶藏，就是你給予我的珍貴友誼。咩叫朋友呀??

blah

2008-09-16T20:35:00.005+08:00

mornin'...
bus came super early.
reach skool abt 6.57am..
bus dame cold too..

skool...
nth much..
just slackinqq..
lit didnt play..
keep copyinqqq notes.
hahas =)
hav math test today.
Daii beside me then Ben in front.
finish on time but will lost one mark cos of the histogram. = =
got chinese compo today..
abt health.
hahas =)
Mr Chua was like..
Mr Chua:QiTing..must be better okay! the last few all anyhow do..Don't think i don't knw.
Me: ya lar ya lar. gimmie the pass! i wanna go toilet!! = =''

after skool...
went home with lalala =)
sleep as usual...

home...
go shower then HongPeng sms me.
he don't knw today got no band then he wait in school till 2plus.
poor kid. hahas =x
go take the cutter fr Sam..
so small.
hahas =)

justnow..
was studyinqq for history test then went to sleep. =x
intend to sleep for like 30min but in the end.
i slept for abt 2hrs.
muhahas~
now like blur blur de. =(

why do you have to do this to me.
It hurts & i hate it..

fried rice?!

2008-09-15T21:18:00.002+08:00

i cook some fried rice ytd.
full of eggs and hotdogs~
hahas =)

design the label for my cookies just now =)
it's only part of it =)
I LOVE IT!!

i goinqq to get my IC =)
so happy!
finally can go outside work le. =)

there's this weird conversation between my & Jiren..
hahahs =)

thats all pic for todayy =)

Without tellin' her...
how you expect her to knw?
freako.. = =''

T-T

2008-09-15T15:39:00.003+08:00

mornin'...
keep forcinqq myself not to sleepp..
nobody is there to wake me up.
in the end.
i slept... = =
anyway..
i wake up on time =)
so proud of myself!
muahaha~ ^^
walkin' to sch then rain =x
i'm wet!!
T-T

skool...
knw fr hao that 我要叫他做我哥的哥 got gf le.
but its the girl that we both don't like each other.
glad that he's not my kor or he don't even care.
anyway~
I DON'T CARE.

english/CME lesson...
everytime durinqq this period i got to go back to my own sit.
but this time round.
i didnt & Ms Chonqq didnt say anythinqq.
so..
i just sit there =)
hhahas =)

bio lesson...
i should sit in front too..
but Mr Prathap didnt say anythinqq.
so i sit behind lor.
muahahahs~
so happy =)

after skool...
sendin' songs to shuyi then her bus came.
tryin' to stop her.
hahas ^^
so bad huh?
after she left.
went chat with "lalala" & marinne =)
saw Irene、、Hwee Tyng( I think it's her. nt her then Hwee Min lor.) there all..
Hwee tying ask me some weird qns.
Hwee Tyng: hii=) you going home?
me: ya.
Hwee Tyng: you go home with?
me: = = myself?!
Hwee Tyng: ohh. okay. what bus huh?
me: 196 lar!
Hwee Tyng: blah blah blah..
me: huh?! = = ""
Hwee Tyng: nothinqq~ bye.
me: wtf... = =
this is weird! hahas =)

ask sam help me buy homec stuff..
i m grounded!!
cant go out lor. =(
so sad.
he told me cant find...
all sell out le.
dame sad lar.
so scared i fail. T-T
anw. he bought the packaging le =)
Thanks Sam!

當發現那一些都是虛構時..我還..活著嗎？

2008-09-14T20:31:00.003+08:00

just change my blog song =)
tonight by FM Static.

goin' to move house soon.
waitinqq for ppl come to buy this house that i loved.
i wont hav a chance to see you again..
totally different direction of road...
impossible even if i want too.
i'llmissyou.

finish all hw except homec.
idk how to do larrr!!
help help! =*

shuyi..
i don't even knw what i feel and what i reali want.
It's too late by now.
so what if i knw.
there's no way to return back to the old days.
time just passed.
it's like..
2 more days to 1mth.
maybe that's the real me...
someone who is always so blur.
yea?
ily anyway =)
you are the best after all ^^
the one who always there for me when i cried.
the one who act like xiao mian yang when i'm in bad mood.
the one who pei me play stupid games while walkinqqq up stairs.
愛愛!
如果沒有你..
我真不知道會發生什麽事.
可能..
這就是所謂的緣分...
讓我遇見這么好的姐妹!
愛你哦~

it hurts when i saw that you knw?
i dont dare to read it.
i'm scared that it's nt for me anymore.

hoho

2008-09-14T15:25:00.004+08:00

ytd...
tuition was fun..
took lots lots photo with her =)
she haven gimmie yet so..
ltr then post the pic =)
took some ytd nite =)

now...
tryin' to remember all the 1A math stuff =(
jiayou for the comin' exam =)
jyjy people!!

movin'

2008-09-13T16:17:00.002+08:00

change blogskin AGAIN..
hahas =)
just feel like changin'
anw..
i dont hav to work today!
hahas =)
so happy!!!

just got a call from mom..
told me that..
she found a house found a house for us to move in..
should i be Happy? Sad?
idk..
i just love this house..
simple but full of memory..

ltr..
got tution again!
exam comin'
so..
tuition tuition!!
arugh!
i hate it =x

i'llmissyou i promise =)

change of blogskin!

2008-09-12T22:27:00.002+08:00

muhahaha!
i change my blogskin again!
hahas =)
Just miss the pink stuffs~~

today was fine =)
i tied my hair today!
hahas =)

band..
weather freakin hot..
T-T

nth much..
so.
BYE =)

奇怪

2008-09-11T18:04:00.006+08:00

早上...
今天超怪的...
不懂為什麽...
超累的...
在巴士上睡得很熟...
有時候靠在窗口..
有時候倒在沙發..
超好笑的!
呵呵 =)

起來后眼睛...
有一點看不見東西..
就白茫茫的一片...
走去學校的路上..
我看到了我要他做我哥的哥...
和..
一個女的..
是他女朋友嗎?
老實說..
做我哥真的那么難嗎?
怎么問他就是不回答我!
討厭死了...

記得昨天我跟怡怡搞了一些笑話...
在Ms Ser課的時候..
他叫了一個老師進來罵我們..
有需要嗎?
太虛偽了吧!
不怎么喜歡這種人...
打從她第一天教我開始..
我就不喜歡她..
這種感覺從來沒變...
她看有人做她靠山..
就叫我們坐回原位..
我超不爽的...
後來..
兇兇的老師一走..
我就走回去怡怡旁邊的位..
管他的!
我就不鳥你!
╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮鄙視你！
怡之後就問我..

怡:她為什麽就不能睜一隻眼閉一隻眼呢?
我:因為她有4只眼睛啊...

這個蠻冷的..
o(∩_∩)o...哈哈

今天早上還是像平時一樣在做白日夢..
下午的時候..
不懂為什麽..
就非常想讀書..
就超聽課的!

The new geo teacher we got..
Ms somethinqq...
dunnoe how to spell her name..
she SUCK!
she dun knw how to teach..
she just read blindly from the book...
no phrasinq at all!
think we going to fell geo again..
haiz.

ily..

T-T

2008-09-09T19:47:00.002+08:00

no mood to do anythin'..
but i m bored!
2moro got chinese test..
till now haven study.
no mood!
totally..
to be honest..
i think i hav been slackin' from the begining of the year till now.
i just dont feel like studyin' this year..

havin' a cough now..
頭痛..
好不舒服...

愛情如果沒有了信任..
就沒有繼續的必要了..

ohh shit

2008-09-08T18:01:00.003+08:00

first day of sch!!!

hmmm..
mornin' cant wake up =x
so sleepy..

school..
hao reach school like dame early..
6am =.=
he siao le.
i donated my dearest bread with egg plus ham to him...
T-T
srry bread..
i'll miss you!

home ecom...
group up with Daii..
then Haqimi bein' left out...
i think he hates me for
stealin' he's darlin'!
hahas =)
so..
now i'm in group of 3 =)
got to bake butter cookies based on the theme
we choose.
we choose chritmas =)
still cant think of a name for my cookies..=0=
help help please =)

lessons..
borin' and..
i slack again!
hahas =)

after school..
go home then sleep on the bus...
almost forgot to get down again.. =.=

findin' stuff for my HE course work..
help help!!!!
but i dunnoe what you can help..
hahas =)
i just need help arh!

doin' english now...
abt the euthanasia..
should euthanasia be legalised?
what do you think?
i think it should not!
hahas =)
still doin' it..
feel free to comment!!!
&& my tag board is dead..
T-T
help help again!
hahas =)

Without a single hesitation
Without thought or reservation
Baby, I'll be waiting even if I never see your face
And wings take you away from me
And tomorrow never happens, baby
If the world comes tumbling down
And crumbles all around us
Fate turns cruel, you're on your knees
So desperate for one truth
Know that I have loved you

- "I Have Loved You " by Jessica Simpsons

imy

2008-09-06T18:04:00.004+08:00

mornin'...
nth much happen..
very sleepy = =

after work...
i bought a waffle with chocolate..
but..
something is missin'...
the first waffle i ate..
was bought by him...
i miss him all of a sudden..
hahas =)

l8r..
tuition!!! =(

ohh shit!!
imy all of a sudden..

hate-ed

2008-09-05T19:45:00.003+08:00

don't feel like doin' anythin' today..
band for hours again...
tired.. = =
i want so hugs..
so that i can sleep well..

nth much happen today except...
bein' pissed off by that girl..
keep screamin'.. = =
irrtatinqqq..
so bored...
doin' my hws unwillingly...
think all wrong lar.
dun care...
no mood to do.. =x

I hate this world && all the stuffs...
get me out of here please..
imy..

opps

2008-09-04T18:08:00.000+08:00

ytd was kind of tired.
work at mum's office till 9plus then go suntec pick her..
go home is like 11pm plus le..
tired!!!

this mornin'
wake up at 9.30..
shower...
blah blah blah..
went to work at the shop till 2 plus..
then go for band.
heard that Mr Neo is freakin' angry.
flute section alot ppl nt goin'..
YeJin tuition then see ying nt feeling well..
i tot would be the last flute player to reach...
but then..
i m the first ..
Ashley & Wanteng is reali late.
Mr Neo super angry...
went out for practise then play around..
ofcos got practise lar.
hahas =)

4plus..
he too angry then went off..
pack things then went tiong with Pat =)
i change flute & Pat change to French Horn =)
she hug it like a teddy bear.
hahas =)

buy sweet talk &&
I think i saw Hanliang( Shuyi cousin)..
i stared at him for awhile den still cant remember.
hahas =)

Your love is a lie...
yea?

stupidest day.

2008-09-03T11:08:00.003+08:00

morin' wake up at 10.30..
ytd after came back fr band is like...
freakin' tired..
then got pissed off by sam...
I don't even knw which words of yrs can be trust.now what?

Just now...
my guardian called my and ask me go office to help him with the stuff...
I told him i got my stuffs to do. i haven finish my tuition hw &
sch hw && practise my flute..
He don't care and just want me to go help him.
THIS IS SO GOIN' TO PISSED ME OFF!
why are you so selfish!
i hav been not playin' but doin' all my sch stuff
since the holiday starts.
the monday i got tuition plus sch de math lesson..
tuesday which is ytd..
i got band for 8 hours.
and today i'm havin' tuition again!
this is nt even a holiday for me!
i'm so busy that i don't even think it's a holiday.
& you! just think that i'm so freakin' FREE!!

Early in the mornin'
you made me pissed off and eventually,
i got no mood to do anythin' already.

i don't knw which is the real you.
you change from time to time..
where you now?

childish.

2008-09-02T19:24:00.002+08:00

i never thought that YOU are that fcukin' childish!
you knw it's like 100% referin' to you!

the previous person i m sayin' in my blog
it's Ou Jun Tai!
he knew it!
but YOU dont!

YOU are the one who is bhb!
i never thought that that stupid pharse of thinqq is for me.
stop thinkin' so highly of yrself.
i actually wanted to give you yr B'day gift next week when sch re-opens.
but now..
i shall donate it to my dustbin.

YOU ARE THE WORST HUMAN BEING I EVER SEEN ON THIS PLANET EARTH.
YOU KNW IT'S YOU.. FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ABT IT. AS IF I CARE.

原本的付出..
現在都化為烏有的..
你真的超級無敵爛!

白癡

2008-09-02T18:27:00.002+08:00

mornin'...
wake up at 7plus...
went sch for band..
freakin' tired...
dun feelin' goin' at first..
In the bus...
so cold..
didnt brin' my jacket...

band...
onli got abt 12 ppl today..
Mr Neo dame pissed off..
play until like crazy le..
so hungry T_T
12plus went to eat lunch with friends..
KFC closed so walked to the food court there..
the BANMIAN is so so so nt nice!!!arugh!
band till 6pm...

after band..
went home...
eat my beloved pockky =)
yummy~~
so tired after band..
my hands and legs are numb.. T_T

prentin' like that wont help you in any ways..
Don't you get it?

standin' in the cold alone.

2008-09-01T19:51:00.003+08:00

ever since you join us...
i treat you so nice that i dun ever treat orthers like that...
and this is what i get after all that..
find me onli when you need me..
whats next?
treat me like transparent when you see me...
Don't even appreciate it..
you are such a LOSER..
tryin' to catch ppl's attention all the time..
轉個彎還不是要人家同情你...
Is this necessary?
think twice before you do or say anythin' to ppl.
I guess you knw i'm referinq to you.
change yr attitube for god sake.
你讓我超級失望..
才發現你根本不把我當作一回事..
我的付出收回的是白費..
以後..
我想..
還是封鎖我的心吧...
反正..
不管付出多少都不會有好結果...
我對你..
太失望了..
別再這么做作好嗎?
虛偽的你..
讓我記得以前的傷痛..
難道這注定我的付出永遠不會有好的結局嗎?

Now I'm standing in the cold...
Atomic winter in my soul...
you are not there when i need you..
but there when it ends.

Here I Am

2008-09-01T13:25:00.002+08:00

morin' wake up at 6 plus..
meet ben then went to tiong mac.
was sleepy at first...
but after what that stupid Ben
did to me..
I AM SO NOT!

meet yi there and eat mac =)
this is our first family gather!
* without Daii & Hao*

Take MRT to sch..
walk plus play around..
kind of fun =)

math lesson...
play around slackin'..

after school...
waitin' for bus..
33 just went off then shuyi they all
juz stand there blur blur de.
hahas =)
i waved to the driver then the bus stop for them =)
after awhile 196 came =)

went home and now watchin' movie =)
nice but a bit )(#^$ ...
hahas =)

Here is the dame nice song on my blog.
title is the same as the one on ''camp rock- here i am''
but the singer for this is MARION RAVEN

Here I Am

I'll protect you, don't be scared

No matter what, I will be there

I'll be gentle, I'll be light

These are the words you whispered in the night

Here I am

[Chorus :]Now I'm standing in the cold

(Everything is said and done)

Atomic winter in my soul

(From the absence of the sun)

The only remedy I know

Is I gotta let you go

Here I am

But where were you when I was scared

A broken promise left me here

A post-it note is what I've got

It says: "I'm sorry, but I know you're not"

Here I am yeah

Here I am

[Chorus]Here I am

Here I am

There will come a day when all of this is in my past

And there will come a day when you're out of my head at last

I'm trying not to fall

Damn it's such a long way down

But here I am

Yeah Yeah Yeah

[Chorus]And Now I'm standing in the cold

(Everything is said and done)

Yeah Yeah Yeah

(From the absence of the sun)

The only remedy I know

Is I gotta let you go

Here I am

speechless

2008-08-31T18:58:00.002+08:00

now at mummy's office..
park time work..
so tired = =
2moro still need go back ntss for math stuff..
haiz.

you are the one who make me laugh..
you are the one who make me smile..
you are the one who always disappoint me..
the one who make me don't want to trust ppl anymore..

rainn' day

2008-08-30T17:33:00.002+08:00

rainin' day..
feelin' super down..
idk why..
maybe because of the rainn...

searchin' for blogskin..
feel like changinqq my blogskin again..
love the song "Here I M''
dame nice =)
listenin' to the song now..
repeatin'' the song for dk how many times le todayy..
thats all for today..
bye bye. = =

2008-08-29T18:27:00.004+08:00

some lyrics of song i like =)

Who Will I Be lyrics

Whooo... Yeah.Yeah.Yeah.Yeah!

How to choose?

Who to be?

Well, let's seeThere are so many choices now.

Play guitar, be a movie star.

In my head, a voice says

Why not, try everything?

Why stop, reach for any dream?

I can rock, cause it's my life.

And now's the timeWho will I be?

It's up to me

All the never ending possibilities

That I can see

There's nothing that I can't do

Who will I be?

Yes, I believeI get to make the future what I want to

If I can become anyone and know the choice is up to me

Who will I be?

This Is Me

I've always been the kind of girl

That hid my face

So afraid to tell the world

What I've got to say

But I have this dream

Bright inside of me

I'm gonna let it show

It's time to let you know

To let you know...

[Chorus]This is real, this is me

I'm exactly where I'm supposedTo be now

Gonna let the light shine on me

Now I've found who I am

There's no way to hold it in

No more hiding who I want to be

This is me

Do you know what it's like

To feel so in the dark

To dream about a life

Where you're the shining star

Even though it seems

Like it's too far away

I have to believeIn myself, it's the only way

[Chorus]

[Joe Jonas]

You're the voice I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singin'

I need to find you

I gotta find you

You're the missin' piece I need

The song inside of me

I need to find youI gotta find you

HERE I AM

They tell you a good girl is quiet

And that you should never ask why'

Cause it only makes it harder to fit in

You should be happy, excited

Even if you're just invited'

Cause the winners need

Someone to clap for them

It's so hard, just waiting

In a line that never moves

It's time you started making

Your own rules

[Chorus:]

You gotta scream until

There's nothing left

With your last breath, say

Here I am, here I am

Make'em listen'

Cause there is no way you'll be ignored

Not anymore, say

Here I am, here I am

You only get one life to work it

So who care's if it's not perfect

Say, "it's close enough to perfect for me"

Why should you hide from the thunder

And the lightning that you're under'

Cause there ain't nobody else

You want to beIf how your living isn't working

There's one thing that'll help

You got to finally just stop searching

To find yourself

teachers' day celebration =)

2008-08-29T14:25:00.002+08:00

todayy..
Teachers' day celebration =)

morninqq...
PE first period..
play captain's ball..
me,Jewel,Goh Qian, Nerice,Tchea Yu blah blah..
six of us one group =)
Nerice's catch ball style is so fun =)
her leg will be up then..
the ball will fly!!!
hahas =)

first round suckk!!
2nd round dame good =)
love to play with Jewel is dame nice =)
havinqq fun with her again =)
there's a girl who join the game ltr on..
she awesome!

after PE then went to hall..
found out that my phone is LOST!!
run to classroom and find..
returned with nth..
then found it it's in my bag... = =
hahas =x

after sch...
went tiong with shuyi to meet Jarred =)
he bought me a present!
hahas =)
a soft toy~~
my favourite!

went rmps afterrr that...
meet up with michelle and guys!~
they all ask me a SAME qns. when saw me.. = =
WHY U DIDNT GROW TALLER ?!!!
arugh!!
stupid.. = =

crystal and yuan yuan bully me!! =(
arugh!!! T_T
no ppl help me de lor!!
so sad!
anw. having fun~~
hahas

saw siling, weixian and blah blah blah =)
love u all!!!
*heart heart

meet the parent session 2

2008-08-28T21:47:00.001+08:00

back fr sch =)
juz now de meet the parent session was..
TOTALLY FINE!!!
hahas =)
meet Mr prathap, Ms Chong, Ms Ser =)
no bad words =)
hahas =)
went to clementi and hav our dinner then..
went home myself then mummy went to office =)
didnt fail any sub this term =)

2moro goinqq back rmps with Jarred =)
present!! hahas

meet the parent session

2008-08-28T15:16:00.002+08:00

arugh!!
ltr pei mummy go meet the parent session..
T_T
i dun wan!!!
wuwu..
god bless me =x

rainninqqq

2008-08-27T20:13:00.002+08:00

rainninqq day =(
so cold!!!
morninqq..
senior sms ask me to pay $17 for band tee plus $2 for band fund..
no money =x
yesterday went to buy present for yantinqq and zeyou..
spend all money =x

then.. borrow money fr Samuel..
arugh!!
quite gan ga..
Thanks anw.
will return you 2moro since next week is holiday..
my maid lend me the money..
hahas =)

so cold durinqq digital art..
watch cartoon. = =
slack-inqq..
geo was okay. at least i listen..
meet Jarred on fri and he's goinqq to buy present for me again =)
hahas =)
my super early birthday gift =)

25.8

2008-08-25T21:32:00.002+08:00

morninqq..
sleep plus slack the whole day as usual.
juz realised we hav home ecom test..
so.. anyhow do lor.
hahas =z
hav practial test for that then..
we cook chicken kebab =)
super nice !!!!
Daii's also very nice =)

hav practical for Mdm Low class..
play play play =x

i pass my bio test!!!
hahas =)
tot will fail at first.
didnt reali study for that =)

BIO LESSON..
i listen and take notes!
amazinqq!
hahas =)

after sch..
went to Bukit Merah library and return books..
intend nt to borrow any more books but..
can't help it! i borrow 3!
hahas =)
super nice de =)

call my maid on the bus..
bag so heavy..
thn she nt at home =(
so.. walk home lor..
HOT!!! = =

hav tuition after that..
havinqq so much fun =)
my tuitor cant find her socks after the lesson!
hahas =x

by the way =)
ex-radinmasian!!!
anyone wanna go back radin mas with me?
sms or call me k =)
number remain unchanged =)
waitinqq for yr sms!
please go back!!
imy'r badly!!

THIS IS IMPORTANT!!!
my birthday is cominqq!!
cant reali meet up with ur...
having exam at that time.. =x
so sad!
can gimmie present this fri when we meet =)
hahas =x

changed.. again

2008-08-24T18:28:00.007+08:00

愛情就是一個車站...
一個..
每個人都會經過的...
而我..
目前經過了3個..

第一站...
痛苦加淚水的過程...
讓我洗清了以前那單純的我..
讓我更..
成熟了...

第二站...
繃帶..
暫時蓋住了我的傷口..
段在的美好..
在一個月內..
消失了..

第三站...
感動是他的開始..
溫馨是他的半途..
欺騙和虛偽..
是他的結局...

就這樣..
三個車站就過了..
體會到的不只是愛情..
而是那人間的宿命..
人是可悲的...
這我能肯定..

現在的我..
是一輛迷失的巴士...
不知去哪..
或者..
停下..
希望就此毀滅..
我該..
如果面對..

Q_Q

2008-08-19T19:51:00.004+08:00

i hate todayy!!　＝＝
morinqq is like..
superr sleepy..
i sleep when standinqq!
so pro of me! hahas =)

Ms Chong goinqq through the paper and i slept
for awhile..
slack all the way till end of sch..
do the lit project with michelle and frens..
went for band practise after that...

the attendence is .. terrible!
the first row..
is totally empty except for ONE!
which is me!
it's so stressful to sit alone in front and
there's no other flute player cominqq
except see ying..
she came at 4 plus anw.. = =

he is like scoldinqq me with that stupid concert F...
i juz dunnoe the fingerinqq!
nobody taught me that okay!
He sent me out for practise..
who on earth m i goinqq to practise with?!
i cant take it...
so..
i cried.. Q_Q
such an embarressed moment..
nobody saw it anw!
hahas =x

Wanteng went for the science centre tryinqq to skip band..
such a selfish one okay!
she knw how much i would suffer alone!

The competition piece...
see ying is playinqq 1st and i 2nd..
we got totally different notes to play...
i dame scared i play wrongly so..
i played softly..
but it's worst..
i wont be able to get the note with that softly voice of mine..
it does dun work!
so.. u knw wad happens next..

Hate today!! = =

hyperinqq

2008-08-18T16:02:00.002+08:00

yesterday was fun =)
sms-inqq the whole day!
hahas =)
anw.
i m like..
so HAPPY juz now after school!
after sch..
shuyi walk me out to the bus stop then..
i was like thinkinqq..
will i saw him!?
then..
I DO!
he's right there!
hahas =)

feel like askinqq him but..
scared he reject or act blur again.
then.. shuyi pull me all the way back to where he sit..
i look so nt willinqq..
ofcos! there's alot of his frenz there okay!
stupid me!
anw.. i still ask!
he say bu yao at first den i juz walk off..
then his fren shouted at me and say he want to be
my kor but dun dare to say!
hahas =x

then..
the stupid me...
go say.. "我就認定你了！bye！哥~"
so weird!
hahas =x
so i dunnoe whethere he is willinqq or nt!
i shall ask haoren to help me ask 2moro!
hahas =)
happy-inqqq~~~

after that.. i sms with Wee Yang all the way back home =)
it's raininqq~~
raininqq everyday!!
i love rain!!
i still remember how much fun i had with Jewel Wee that day
during the lab lesson and after!
we play with water at the water cooler
and run and laugh in the rain!
hahas =)
havinqq lots lots lots of fun that day okay!!!

PS. I LOVE JEWEL WEE!!!

stuffsss

2008-08-17T11:56:00.003+08:00

A... stupid sunday morinqq..
raininqq...

20080520...
you step into my life..
i tot...
we can last..
LONG...
but then..
it's like..
onli 2mth plus..
20080816...
all good things come to an end..
everythinqq is back to normal now..
study...
play com..
sleep..
slackinqq..

P.S i m goinqq to change a blogskin again if i found a suitable one =)

All Good Things (Come to an End)

2008-08-16T18:01:00.005+08:00

12.32-1234...

all good things com to an end...

it ends..

nth much to say...

so...

i m... SINGLE again...

All Good Things (Come to an End)

Honestly what will become of me
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
We miss everything daydreaming
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Traveling I always stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
When the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a
day until the feeling went away
And the sky was falling and the clouds were dropping
and the the rain forgot how to bring salvation
And the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die

不爽

2008-08-14T21:38:00.002+08:00

他媽的我現在超級不爽！
你是在想什麽啊！
你幹嘛那么愛說謊話啊！
我快受不了了！！！
還有！你要說謊也要說得讓我想信嘛！
他媽的超假的！
你沒天分就別學人家說謊嘛！
我他媽的╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮鄙視你！

如果你不想跟我有瓜葛.
For god sake!
請你離我遠一點！
你的虛偽讓我越想揍你誒！
我是真的受不了才來在發泄的！
如果你知道我說的是你.
請你改一下！
本小姐我，可沒時間跟你耗！
好自為之吧！
.......................................................可愛的分割線......................................................
現在讓我來發掉另一口氣！
蔡老師！！！
我現在稱呼你為老師已經不錯了！
拜托你不要不分青紅皂白就來評論我和淑怡可以嘛！
我們雖然看起來沒聽課.
但那不代表我們沒聽啊！
你如果用點心思看待我們的話.
請問我們看起來像壞學生嗎！
請你記住一句話！
沒看著你不代表沒再聽你講課！
你說的每一句話跟每個重點我跟淑怡都有記下來！
都有在聽!
王浩人是喝酒、抽烟！
那就代表他是壞小孩嗎？！
還有那個郜強！
他可是比浩人還跟努力讀書的！
你不要再狗眼看人低了！
我看你才是那個要好自為之的吧！！

介紹=)

2008-08-13T20:46:00.003+08:00

erm.. a sleeepy day for me =)
morninqq wake up..
so tired that i cant even open my eyes..
went up the bus then sleep..
40plus minutes past... = =
reach sch...
sleep again...
30min past...
assembly...
back to class...
sleep again..
anw.. i almost sleep the whole day!!!!
hahas =)

i think it's time for me to...
DO THIS!!!
我的好友們！~~
我今天來謝謝你們啦！
I'm srry if i had to write in chinese =x
1.Shuyi
2.Haoren
3.Jewel
4.Yanting
5.yong sheng (熊熊弟)
6.Wee yang
7.Samuel
8.Jolena (姐)
9.JunTai
10.gaoqiang
11.ze you
12.ashley (flute senior)
13.De hui
14.Lapat
15.Ain
16.Daren (我要他做我哥的哥)
17.An Thai(智障哥哥)
18.Goh Qian
19.Tchea yu
20.Teng Fong
21.Chen Wei
22.Shun Jun
23.Adelene
24.Mr Chua
25.marcus ( 弟)
26.Dian
27.Benedict (兒子)

1.shuyi~沒有她...我就不知道什麽是友情了

2.Haoren~ 沒有他.我在新加坡的生活就沒有樂趣了

3.Jewel~ without her.. i wont hav a wonderful time with the rain and water cooler. hahas=)

4.Yanting~she's the first mei that i wan to tresure and remember forever.

5.Yong sheng~我最最最愛的弟弟就是他！ plus.. he is a panda that can play flute! =p

6.Wee Yang~對我超好的人哦！每次幫我還請我吃東西！

7.Samuel~without him. i wont knw what laughter what i reali want.

8.Jolena~我唯一的姐姐 =)

9.JunTai~ i dearest son ever! 帥哥哦~~~

10.Gaoqiang~我第一次有這么色的朋友... = = ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮鄙視你！

11.Ze you~沒有他.我是不會知道什麽是痛和淚

12.ashley~沒有她.我就不知道女人可以花癡到什麽程度!

13.De hui~沒有她.我就不會知道世界的現實和殘酷

14.Lapat~大小姐要改變咯！！！

15.Ain~沒有她我就不知道什麽是賤的意思！

16.Daren (我要他做我哥的哥)~我就真的很想叫你做我哥嘛！！你就答應嘛！

17.An Thai(智障哥哥)~我最沒用的哥！

18.Goh Qian~不錯的打鼓手

19.Tchea yu~沒有她、我就不知道人是多么會模仿的！

20.Teng Fong~第一個用羽毛球拍打蚊子的人！！！

21.Chen Wei~教我玩樂器的天才音樂家！

22.Shun Jun~跟我投緣的小妹子！

23.Adelene~可愛美眉哦~

24.Mr Chua~超愛殺生的老師！

25.marcus ( 弟)~小學每次口水亂噴在我手上！

26.Dian~This is is the best!!! love DIan!haahs =)

27.Benedict (兒子)~把籃球當命的兒子！

This is the end =)
srry if i didnt get to mention u! =x
i still love u okay! hahas =)

回憶

2008-08-12T21:10:00.003+08:00

last monday me and ayue make fruit cake =)
it's super nice okay!! hahas =)
here is the pic of it!

haiz

2008-08-10T14:00:00.002+08:00

stupid sunday morinqqq... = =
wake up at 10plus..
go study thn dar call me..
say he's out of the hospital le..
after mummy went off..
i call him..
chat awhile..
then bb le..
we got nth to say anw..

now watchinqq 黑糖瑪奇朵..
quite nice =)
love Y頭 =)
超口愛！

這幾天...
感覺怪怪的...
很沒有踏實感..
心..
空空滴..

你的沉默;;讓我想...放棄你...不要..讓我放棄你;;好嗎?

進醫院

2008-08-09T20:18:00.004+08:00

this morinqqq..
shuyi sms me and said she got sth to tell me..
she intend to call me but my mum is at home so..
i ask her juz sms me the thing shw wanted to tell me...
then it's thinqq... from my hubby..
she told shuyi to take care of my and..
he wont be meetinqq or send me to sch and stuff
for time beinqq..
write until like an letter beinqq a person is dyinqq... = =
he dun wan to tell shuyi why but told her that it's nt my problem
but his..

i dunnoe how or what to react after that..
reali..
speechless..
i dunnoe what happen and...
i was thinkinqq..
is he dyinqqq?!
or ...
tryinqq to dump me?!
reali dunnoe...

he call me a few times in the morinqqq but i m still
in my dream land..
i find him..
reali selfish..
why is he doinqq this?!
can't he juz tell me!?!
after all that crappy thinqq..
he finally told me..
he's in the HOSPITAL..
he was bang by a car last night when
walkinqq..
i know he's a bit BLUR..
but..

anw..
i felt so hopeless now..
i dunnoe how my life in the morninqq
would be without him..
i dunnoe how my life would be
without seeinqq for for abt a month..

arugh..
can anyone plz plz help me?! i dunnoe wad u can do!
but i juz felt empty now...

080808

2008-08-08T17:02:00.003+08:00

08.08.2008
a great day for ME! =)
Olympic starts today and we hav national day celebration today =)
wake up at 5.15am..
kind of early..
hav to reach sch by 6.30am..
hav to set up. = =
after the performance..
went to the sport carnival..
cheer for frenz!~~
scream until no voice le.. =x

after that..
went to watch movie with shuyi and her cousin..
THE MUMMY!!!
hahas =)
so cool!
went home then saw some of my old frenz =)
huilin!!
and saw xiao xiong =)
he's..
black!!
hahas

i juz change a blogskin and hope it's nicer! =x
qtq..
bye =)

04082008

2008-08-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

a monday again..
hate monday!!!~~

i use to love sch cuz i can play and study with frenz..
but now..
i totally hate sch!
i changed my sit...
for the watever shit reason = =
and now..
i m freakinqq nt happy with it...
i hate that kind of stupid feelinqq..
the feelinqq that i m being leftout..
frenz are sittinqq at the back and chattinqq happily...
but I HAVE TO SIT RIGHT THE THE FRONT AND STAND THE TEACHERS
SPEECH!
basically..
it's @&#_@(
juz cant take it...
atleast let a friend of mine to sit near me!
but there's no one!!
haqimi was on my left and this Arvin was on my right..
the worst thing goes to my back..
it's Ain!
infront of me..
of coz.. it's the teachers~
the 2 guys were always palyinqq around like small
little kids.. which i dun care.
it's funni somehow..
they make me laugh with their stupid actions..
but i still feel like cryinqq...
i dun feel anything there..

i cant do anything right at front!!!
teachers were like..
"joanne! keep this keep that"
she's scoldinqq and it's none of my fu*kinqq problem!
why cant i juz do my things!
i m keepinqq quiet and waitinqq for u to continue the lesson!
did i did anything wrong?!
i dun think so..

it's freakinqq hot that front..
no fans..
no wind some times..
or rather always..
it's kind of stressful for me to sit in front..
i juz dun like to sit in front..
I HATE IT!!! = =

30July

2008-07-30T20:18:00.002+08:00

~~~~
today..
very daomei = =
morninq alomst late for bus then run run run...Q_Q
after tat..
sleep in bus then didnt get to get off the bus..
= =
thanks the bus driver for lettinq me down in the middle of the road.
hahas=)
then.. walk to class...
fell down at the stairs... = =
arugh.. wad a DAY!!!

yesterday durinqq math..
i was tryinqq to teach benedict how to play
with that sim2 game.
then we hide ourselves...
then.. Arvin was like..
"Ms Ser!! benedict and Joanne kissinqq!!!" = =
wad a joke!!!
我可比搞亂倫啊！！！

after sch..
went home with hubby..
erm..
ms Olivia and another teacher is behind us.. = =

went up bus and it's like freakinqq hot...
den walk home.. hot hot!!! Q_Q
mummy at home..
went sleep aftertat..
then wake up but no mood to do hw..
juz slackinqq...

如果時間能停留;我希望它能停留在我們擁抱的那一秒.//

無奈

2008-07-27T11:40:00.002+08:00

昨晚..
媽媽回來的時候..
跟我說了一件事..
她說:"王麒婷..你給我聽好.
我們現在住的分房子要被賣掉了..
手頭上沒什麽錢..
所以會搬到一個很舊的房子..
到時..你就別嫌棄了.
知道嗎?"

在這樣的情況下..
我除了說沒關係...
還能說什麽?

因為台灣家出了點事..
錢..
都寄回去了..
手頭上..
當然沒有什麽錢...

老實說.
我怕..
我怕我搬了后..
會不習慣..
我怕我搬了后..
跟hubby的感情會出現問題..
我真的..
很怕..

昨晚..
睡覺的時候.
眼淚..
不只不覺的滑落下來..
不管怎么擦..
它還是一直流..
就這樣..
我睡覺了...

New SKIN!

2008-07-26T22:07:00.003+08:00

announcement~~~
i change skin again!~
hahas =)
juz too bored...

yesterday the whole band went to victoria concert hall
to watch the Japan band performance =)
it's AZAMINGG!!
thats wad i can say~
hahas =)

went home quite late then mummy already at home..
shower then went sleep..

morinqq wake up den go do hw.
so guaii??!
went to mummy shop with hubby to help the auntie..
there's alot hello kitty thinqqs there!!
i wanna buy but..
no money = =
reali love to spend my time with hubby =)
wish i could hug him till the sec of my life =)

went home at 5pm then watch 櫻野3加1
very nice~~~~~
tats all i wanna blog today =)
bye bye ~~~

24.7.08

2008-07-24T19:14:00.002+08:00

yesterday nite was a painful nite for me..
i got a stomachache which make me cry like hell..
vomit and things...
sufferinqq..
then..
10plus went to sleep..
but couldnt..
so.. abt 1 or 2 plus then sleep..

this morninqqq..
quite a good one =)
meet hubby then went sch..
was too tired then sleep on the bus after hubby went off..
then..
marinne came and sit beside me =)
sleep again then..
reachinqq sch..
she wake me up.. = =
i was like givinqq her this so irritated look.
hahas =x
anw.... i hav to thank for for callinqq me up.
hahas =)

went sch and eat cookies..
then...day dreaminqq..
hahas =)

me and shuyi thinkk of the story for our novel.. =)
江湖“神”傳
hahas =)
feel free to visite =)
the-onli-love.blogspot.com
tag pls!!!

hubby say he busy with sth then cant come pick me..
then i ask Daii to go home with me..
he went to play basketball instead.. = =
nvm then~~~~
so..
i went home Elvina and marinne...
i was sittinq with Elvina at first then tis weird marinne is trying to
buy a sit from tis particular gal.. (4got her name = = )for $1.00..
hahas~
then i told her there's a sit behind me ..
it's empty of cos!
but behind it was a ah beng..
i think so.. no offence!!
then she say no way she's sittinqq there.
then i sell her my sit for $100...
Elvina wanna to sell her for $1000..
hahas =z
in the end..
i was the one who move behind..
hahas.
so sleepy then i fell asleep..
nt knowing Elvina had went off.
hahas

aftertat..
i went home..
mummy at home.
she's a bit sick.
so..
i was doinqq my hw and talk with her.
i go watch the "神話"again..
it's so nice =)
i love the theme song. =)
now.. blogginqq and waitinqq for my tuitor to come =)

hubby cant pick me 2moro too..
although i want him to pick me but...
i dun think i should..
his N level is also around the corner..
reali hope he can do well..
i rather 犧牲 then time he's goinqq to spend on me on his study..

Dont leave me alone... i'm scared... reali.. Q_Q

無奈

2008-07-21T16:49:00.002+08:00

today we hav practical for home eco =))
MARONIA!! << dunnoe how to spell =p
anw. i hav to do solo work.. so sad!! freakinqq busy!! =0=
me soup was nice and tasty!!
the onli gd thing abt being solo...
is tat...
u can hav all the food by yrself!!
hahas =)

these few days hubby very busy...
cant come pick me.. = =
i so bored when i hav to go home alone.
T_T

心情欠佳

2008-07-19T18:39:00.002+08:00

今天...
早上被"热"醒... = =
起来后...
发现时间太早...
所以又去睡..
可是太热了..
所以还是爬起来了..
刷牙洗脸后就去吃饭...
然後做功課... << 很乖吧?! 其實是在發呆...>>
然後去店裡打工...
叔叔說他找到一間房子..
又是在... Bukit Batok那裡...
好遠哦..
可是我又不能說什麽..
Hubby不能來接我..
他說他晚上有武術..
我要老公!!! =>=

本來想5點都就走了...
但是覺得還是說話算話...
因為我跟那個阿姨說我6點才走...
一直期待hubby會突然出現...
就像上次一樣...
可是..
這次他卻沒有...
我...
好失望...

回家的時候...
因為心不在焉..
差點被一輛大卡車撞上...
嚇死我了...

回到家后...
工人在煮飯了...
蠻香的 =)

明天要去公司...
所以今天要把功課做完..
但是我沒心情做...
這...
該怎么辦呢.??
算了..
等下在想把..
現在...
頭腦很亂...
我想要買tee!!!
可是...
Lapat 說要找很久才找的到...
所以..
放棄了..
而且沒人陪我去...

現在...
無聊中... ***

因為是你...所以擔心...
因為是你..所以害怕...

^^

2008-07-18T16:00:00.003+08:00

嘿嘿~~
俺又来了=)
我又去换了blog skin... ;;
我實在是太無聊了...
所以就換了咯 ^^
不會怪我吧?
我覺得這個蠻好看的內!
這幾天每天都好累所以沒空來..
再說我老媽也在家..
那我今天就老總結一下吧!!!

拜一的事情偶的忘的一干二凈了!
所以就不說了!
拜二....
我好像也忘了...
呵呵..
但我記得拜三哦!!!
那天...
我超累的~~~
一上巴士就猛睡...
到學校之後又睡...
老實說...
我蠻像豬的..
╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮鄙視！
那天也剛好有英文的test wor...
然後..
寫完之後...
又猛睡!!!
然後...
recess...
然後...
華文測驗!
哈哈!
又可以睡覺了!!~~~~~
做完後又去睡...
那天睡超多的哦!

拜四...
早上hubby走後...
又睡了~~~((這是人之常情))
然後下車...
上課..
當我要還怡怡錢的時候...
我發現..
我的錢包不見了!!!!
真是超級著急的!!!!

回家的時候跟hubby去clementi interchange找~~
結果我找到了哦!!
原來我放在車上....
呵呵...

今天...
上課時候就一直玩啊..
然後..
數學的時候..
阿Ben來跟我們玩...
那個白癡...
自己玩到很開心... = =
╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮鄙視他！
哈哈!!!
再怎么說還是我兒子嘛!!!
最後連老爸都受不了誘惑!!
也跑來玩~~
呵呵!!

今天回家想叫hubby陪我...
可是他要完成他的 N level course work.. =>=
討厭!!
回家的時候..
車上好多人哦~~~
我跟一個馬來人坐~^^

差不多就這些事咯!
不寫了.. 拜拜~~~~

因為愛.. 所以怕失去...我.. 不想失去你...因為;;太愛你

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2008-07-14T21:40:00.002+08:00

this my new blog =)
dunnoe why juz wanna change a url =)
the fisrt post =)

we got silver for the national band competition!!!
cool rite???
we rock okay!!!
hahas =)

quite late le.
2moro still need to wake up early.
2moro playinqq shuyi's guitar!!!
who wanna listen??!
i paly quite nice okay!!
hahas =p
bye =)